the agressive guy ...

i had chatted online to this guy on and off for a few weeks ... and we had exchanged text messages a few times ... i wasn't sure whether he was messing me around, but we didn't manage to get it together ...

eventually, after some protracted exchanges, i finally managed to visit him the other day ...

after taking phone directions for the final part, i knocked his door, and he called me in - it wasn't locked ...

his room was partly dark ... and he had gaydar open on my laptop ...

he showed me a few of the guys he had met recently - haven't had that happen before !

we got down to things fairly quickly ... and he seemed quite agressive ... a bit of biting - not sure that really does anything for me ... and he was obsessed with a deep BJ - so much so that i was gagging ... i really wasn't enjoying it much ...

i can't remember many occasions when i actually wanted to get it over and done with ... but this was one ...

i got him to jack himself off ... and he produced a very healthy load - which instantly sent me over the edge ...

after we cleaned up, he again went back to his laptop, and started showing me pics that guys had sent him of themselves ... and kept saying which ones were really nice people - something i certainly wouldn't say about him ... but maybe it's just that his type of sex isn't for me ...

the really tired mixed race guy ...

a couple of days ago i had almost given up after a while looking for some fun ... when a guy opened a chat window ... he seemd decent, and sent a couple of pics - he looked really hot ...

i arranged to go round, and after a slight delay i ended up getting a cab part of the way - seems really decadent, but the guy was in a bit of a rush to get off to meet some friends ...

we met on a street corner - i really hate don't like hanging around, makes me feel like a prostitute or something ... but at least the guy showed up this time !

we went round the corner to his place ... a lovely flat over a couple of floors - his flatmates were out, so we had the place to ourselves ...

i don't think the guy had been with another guy for quite some time ... and he was one of these guys who was more interested in receiving than giving - i think i should start restricting my activites to guys who enjoy both ...

he was also carrying a bit more weight than his pics suggested ... but he was really smooth - which i really enjoy - so i didn't object. he also really enjoyed cuddling, which i also enjoy ...

the weird thing was, he kept stopping - not sure if he was afraid that he would climax, or whether he was feeling weird about me, or what we were doing ...

whatever, we weren't at it for that long, before he climaxed ... which of course set me off !

he seemed quite chatty aftewards, asking me what i was doing for the rest of the day - and actually seemed interested, rather than just going through the motions ...

anyway, he seems like a nice guy - hope he starts enjoying himself a bit more ...

the idiot / nervous guy ...

the website that shall not be named provided another interesting encounter a few days ago ... was chatting to this guy ... he seemed decent enough ... and i arranged to go over and have some fun ...

normally i make sure that i have a mobile number before leaving, in case i get lost, or there are complications ... but this time the guy didn't want to give it out [claimed he didn't have either a landline or a mobile] ...

i thought that i'd take a risk, since he wasn't too far away, and he did give exact directions ...

so i got round, rang his buzzer ... no answer. rang again, no answer ...

i didn't want to waste the 15 min walk to get to his, just because he was in the bathroom ... so i thought that i'd give him a minute.

the amusing thing was that an obviously gay guy went into the appartment block whilst i was waiting - and i think he was probably up for it. but i don't do completely random meets - or not normally !

my third attempt - a guy comes on the intercom claiming i'd got the wrong flat ... but the weird thing was that he didn't seem that nervous. either he was a complete time wasting idiot, or else he got nervous about meeting up with me, and decided to bullshit ... or maybe he didn't like what he saw on the video screen ...

whichever scenario was the case, what a shitty thing to do ... not having the balls to say no, or say he'd changed his mind ...

even in the early days when i sometimes bottled it, i always apologised afterwards ...

can you tell when a guy has ejaculated ?

whenever i have had fun with a guy ... when i'm walking home afterwards ... girls always seem to look at me more ...

can they tell that i've just ejaculated ? it can't be smell - it's sometimes raining, and they look at me from too far away ...

is there a glint in my eyes ? does my skin gleam ? do i smile ?

the south african guy ...

i had chatted to this guy a couple of weeks ago ... but didn't manage to get it together ...

this time it all seemed to happen very quickly ... i was online ... we chatted briefly ... and i went round to his place ...

he and his boyfriend both occasionally have fun outside the relationship - but they seem to be quite happy with it ...

the guy had gorgeously smooth skin ... and a lovely thick dick, with a Prince Albert - first i'd seen ... and it didn't seem to worry him at all with his foreskin rubbing on it ...

feeling below his balls, he seemed to have really dry flaky skin ... not sure if this is some sort of STD ... or whether it was just dry skin. a bit too late to worry about it now - guess i should look it up and see if i need to be tested for something ...

with a porn DVD, it wasn't long before we both came ...

he seemed like a really nice guy ... and his flat was great ! he said he had been worried about having a guy back, in case he got robbed ... not surprised with such a great flat !!

a date with what i thought was an english guy ...

so once again [this is beginning to sound like groundhog day], i had been chatting to this guy online - he had good pics, and his profile sounded good ...

the first time i had tried to contact him, he rushed off ... but i tried again ... and he sounded more interested ... and eventually we chatted for a good couple of hours online ...

he asked interesting questions ... and he sounded very genuine ...

we made plans to meet up for a drink a few days later ...

he arrived a little late ... and looking a bit washed out ... i had a made a bit of an effort by actually wearing a shirt [i'm not good on the taking care of my appearance front] - he looked a little bit like he had just crawled out of bed ... and as ever, not quite as young as his profile pics had suggested !

but, we chatted, and he turned out to be a really interesting guy ... good fun, interesting, and challenging ...

he asked me lots of questions - i tried not to talk too much [i have a tendancy] ... but he seemed slightly uncomfortable when i asked him too much !

he was a little bit camp in the pub [not too much] ... and when we left, he seemed a bit more camp - but not as much as the english guy a couple of weeks ago ...

it was strange - i didn't immediately want to jump his bones - which is unusual ... most guys turn me on straight away ! but he seems a really nice guy ... hopefully we will meet again ... will be interesting to see how things develop ...

the really mixed race guy ...

i'd been chatting to this guy online for a while ... really quite a long while ... he seemed really nice - overused word, but applicable in this case ...

we eventually sorted out a day - to meet for a drink ... but the day beforehand, when i checked that he was still on for a drink, he suggested going to his flat as his flatmate would be out ...

after meeting a friend for dinner beforehand ... i eventually managed to get away, and got a cab around to his place [for some reason it felt a bit slutty getting a cab somewhere for sex - maybe because i try and avoid this over-priced transport if at all possible] ... i phoned him from outside in order to find his front door - he sounded decent ...

lovely looking guy ... i went in ... took the offered glass of water ... he put on a porn DVD ... i never actually checked that he want to do stuff ... it just seemed to start ...

he had said that he wanted a suited guy ... and he seemed to know what he wanted - as in he sort of manoeuvered me into the positions ... but once again, another guy who when asked what he particularly finds hot, can't or won't answer ...

after the usual preliminaries ... our trousers come off, and his t-shirt [but not our socks] - he really has an amazingly slim body - not very big cock, but the whole package is awesome ... his face isn't the most attractive ever, but his body makes up for anything - not that there is much to make up for ! he has a lovely voice/accent - silkily smooth ...

he likes being sucked off - and i'm able to take all of his cock in my mouth ... and he returns the favour ... he also does this amazing sucking of my balls, and around my balls - it was absolutely mind blowing ! eventually he wants me to cum in his mouth ... and as i blow an enormous load, i almost feel like i am gonna piss [i don't remember experiencing this before], but thankfully i don't ...

he shoots load as i cum in his face ... squatting down he shoots on the floor - shame it wasn't somewhere i could use it ...

after cleaning up [he looks funny scurrying around in just his socks], we chat a bit [and i realise that he does a good line in arm waving!] - he was a bit worried that we might be interrupted - so i head off ... with him saying that he would catch up with me online later - an easy way of saying that he wasn't interested in a repeat event ?

the next day i send him a message - to which he sends a pleasant reply ...