another visit to the clap clinic ...

since it was well over a year since my last sexual health checkup ... i thought i should go and get seen again ...

i did wonder about going private, but there is an NHS clinic near me, and since i don't really consume many public services, it seemed like a waste not to use the NHS ...

my appointment confirmation did say that it might take 2 hours, so i brought plenty of reading material with me ... and i needed it all !

the first impression wasn't great - the receptionist told me to wait (standing right in front of her) as she seemed to be busy with somebody else's file. the other receptionist studiously ignored me. finally a 3rd receptionist arrived, a miserable bloke who seemed annoyed to be there, and told me to fill in a form detailing why i was there. eventually, after a bit of confusion when i handed back the form to a different receptionist i made it into the waiting room ...

about 40 minutes after my appointment time, i was called by a doctor - she was really nice, although seemed a bit rushed, but was really helpful, and discussed again whether i should have a Hepatitis B vaccination ... pointing out that most of Europe vaccinates against it automatically (I already knew the US did), and that the UK is unusual in not doing so. she also suggested that there is a much higher incidence amongst gay men, than in the general population, which is why they offer it - and she suggested that she would want her children to have the vaccine. having declined the vaccine on my previous two visits, i decided to take it this time ...

so after about 5 minutes with the doctor, it was back to the waiting room, and about half an hour later, i got called in by the (rather camp) health advisor. his job was to check that i wasn't going to have a breakdown if any of my tests came back positive - so just a few minutes later i was back to the waiting room ...

my third wait wasn't quite so bad, about 20 minutes later i was called by the very pleasant female nurse, who gave me my first vaccine shot (i have to go back in a week's time for my 2nd, and a couple of months later for my 3rd) ... took 3 vials of my blood ... and 2 swabs from my ass ... and gave me a specimen bottle to piss into ...

so having gone to the bathroom and produced some urine ... and having made an appointment for my 2nd vaccine shot using the surly male receptionist who wasn't impressed that i was interrupting his mobile phone call ... i was finally out of there about an hour and three quarters after arriving ...

another time with the bloke with the big nipple ...

since the first time with this bloke was fairly good ... and he seemed keen for another encounter ... it seemed like a good idea to meet again ...

he came over to my place again, and he had asked beforehand for me to have some porn - so i made sure i had some playing in the bedroom when he arrived ... and it really seemed to help him - previously he had been nervous but this time he was a bit more relaxed ...

he was fixated by the porn - even after we had both shot our loads, and were cleaning up ... he was still watching it ...

he stayed afterwards for some cuddling ... but i'm not sure if he just isn't into it, or whether he is not yet comfortable with it ... but at least he just about went along with it !

the bloke who passed out ...

a few days ago i was online and this bloke contacted me, asking to come over ... i was very dubious - it was late, and i wondered if he just wanted somewhere to crash !

eventually i managed to get a photo from him ... and his profile had obviously been around for a long time, so i reckoned he was worth a try ...

i knew that he was theoretically straight, and was drunk and horny ... but i didn't realise just how drunk and straight he was ! after we got back to mine, we got down to it straight away ... and it was reasonably good, but at one point, he just stopped moving ...

i couldn't work out whether he was faking, and just wanting to sleep ... or whether he really had passed out ! after a few seconds shaking him to wake up, i realised that it was latter !!

after that, his guilt overwhelmed him ... and he decided to leave ...

whilst this could have upset me ... i just felt a bit sorry for the poor confused lad, as i was once a bit like him !!

still, i shouldn't meet these types too often, or it will effect me ...

a bloke with a huge nipple ...

i was online a while ago, and was chatting to this guy who had asked me for pics ... we were going to meet, but then he got delayed, and we missed each other ...

later that day we managed to sort out meeting up ... and for once he wasn't older looking than his pics ! he seemed like a nice guy, so we headed back to mine for some fun ...

he was a bit painfully closeted, but such a nice guy, that i really enjoyed it ... and he had such a nice smooth body, it wasn't too long before we both exploded in satisfaction ...

and he even managed to stay afterwards for some quality cuddle time !

gay bashing on tv ...

a few nights ago channel 4 had a repeat of Clapham Junction - which included various scenes of gay bashing ... which reminded me of a random episode of Eastenders (a depressing programme i try to avoid) a few weeks ago which also included a gay bashing ...

i've been meeting blokes for years without any sort of violent incident, nor have i ever been mugged - despite having lived in london for years (unlike quite a few of my straight friends) ... but i find violence against gays on tv quite disturbing ...

maybe it's some sort of deep seated insecurity coming through - for years i was scared to meet up with blokes, partly due to a fear of violence ...

whatever it is, i really don't like how it makes me feel ...

a quick session ...

a couple of days ago, i had been online for a while, but was getting bored, and just wanted a quick session ...

there was a bloke who was nearby, but he was a smoker, and i really don't like the taste of smoke ... but he seemed to be up for a quick oral session ... so i went over, and we both seemed to enjoy our rapid eruptions ...

another excellent session ...

i was recently online, and saw that a bloke i'd met for a previous session was logged in ... so i contacted him, and he was up for a meet ...

he came over to my place shortly afterwards, and he was just as sensuous as the last time we'd met - he had an incredible way with his hands ... and we had an excellent time together ...

but at the end, after a reasonably long session, he didn't actually cum ! i felt guilty, but he assured me that he had enjoyed himself ...

encounter with an orally obsessed bloke ...

a couple of weeks ago i was chatting to bloke online ... he turned out to live quite a distance away from me, and since i didn't want to travel that evening, it didn't go any further ...

the following weekend i was in his area, and we agreed to meet up ...

he was a bit older than his pics (probably the most used phrase on this blog) ... but seemed ok, and after a bit of encouragement, he seemed up for it ... so we moved to the bedroom ...

he had earlier mentioned that he had a bloke who came round and sucked him off ... and it seemed that he had become a bit obsessed with being sucked off ! i don't have anything against oral sex, but to me it's just one part of the whole event, but for this bloke it seemed to be to the most important part. eventually i got him to expand his activities ... but the other problem was that he was a lousy kisser ! i even asked him to stop using his teeth - but he went back to it before long ...

i'm not sure if the bloke had issues, or just was a bit strange ... whatever the case, whilst it was pleasant enough in some respects, it didn't leave me feeling good about myself ... especially when i saw the love bites on my chest afterwards !

swine flu risk in the steam room ?

i was recently in the gym for the first time in a couple of weeks ... and was relaxing in the steam room ... when one of the blokes coughed ...

and a thought suddenly struck me ... would the flu virus be more communicable in a steam room ?

perhaps the virus would live longer in the heat ... or perhaps it would carry further ??

i watched a drama about the spanish flu the other day, so perhaps i'm over reacting ...

a gay mecca in london ...

i've often heard about Columbia Road Flower Market, but until a couple of weeks ago, had never been there ... so after a tube and a bus, i finally made it ...

there was a great buzz about the place, and it's much more than just a flower market - lots of hippy-like businesses have sprung up around it, offering furniture, crafts, breads, and of course lots of coffee and cakes !

the flower market itself isn't enormous, but there's still plenty to look at, and they are seriously impressive ! and not surprisingly, it seems to attract quite a lot of gay men - especially couples ...