sound and light show

i've never seen the film "Pay it Forward" ... but sometimes i like to do a good turn ... and maybe somebody it will be returned !

the other day i was in the steam room ... and an older guy was in the far corner ... but he seemed interested ...

and when he saw me adjusting myself he got really interested ...

and when he heard the sound of my hand on my dick he really, really got interested ... and moved towards me ...

he was a bit too old for me ... even in the darkness of the steam room ... and he didn't try to touch me ...

he was one of those guys who likes the sound of masturbation ... so i put on a bit of a show for him (with no intention of actually cumming) ... and before long he was erupting in pleasure !

accidental date

i contacted him on Grindr ... he seemed cute and nice ... and agreed to come over ... after checking that i was ok with him being btm !

when he arrived he seemed shy ... and not very tactile ...

we sat on my sofa and chatted ...

we kissed a bit later on ...

he seems like a nice guy ...

he said he might be able to come over tomorrow ...

too much i' the steam

i wrote recently about an unpleasant dose of thrush that i'd encountered ...

when i asked the doctor if it was infectious she said that you can throw loads of it at some guys and they don't catch it ... where as some guys develop it without even coming into contact with it ...

after a long session in the steam room - which indicidentally didn't have a successful outcome - i seem to have developed it again ... without even touching another guy !

thankfully this time i recognised the red dick ... didn't freak out ... and started using the ointment again.

i guess i will have to lay off the steam for a while - or at least long sessions.


btw, there's a seriously good production of Hamlet on at the moment.

sleaze

when guys mention "sleaze" on their profile, it often means barebacking - which isn't something i'm into - so i usually just ignore their profiles.

the other day a guy contacted me whose profile mentioned sleaze - repeatedly !

so i thought it was worth checking what he was into ... and it turned out that it wasn't BB ... but i couldn't quite get out of him what he wanted !

eventually we agreed that i would go around to his place ... and he was up for some watersports ...

we both shot, and it was pleasant enough.

afterwars we chatted about the fact that he's in an open relationship ... but this one seems genuinely open - not the "we don't talk about it" situation that many guys seem to end up in.

he even mentioned that he helped improve his partner's online profile when he saw it !

once more unto the hotel

there's a hotel not far from where i live that i've been to a good few times over the years ... i've met a lovely guy there a few times in recent months ... i was on a date there last year ... amongst others ...

and then the other day, i was chatting to a guy on Grindr, and it turned out that he was staying in the same hotel !

when i arrived he looked a bit different to his pics, but he was still a good looking guy.

before i'd arrived he'd said he didn't want the lights on during sex - but that really isn't my thing !

but he didn't seem that shy when it came down to it - maybe it's the idea of it, rather than the actuality.

we got into a position where i must have given my abs a good workout ... i was exhausted straight after cumming ... and my abs were sore for days afterwards !

sadly he didn't cum.  whilst i felt guilty - he didn't seem to mind.

he seemed to want me to leave soon afterwards ... but then when i was ready to leave, he was keen to chat !

nice guy.  maybe when he's back in london we can meet up again ... and i can get him to cum ...

too good to be true ?

when a really beautiful guy contacts you and wants to meet up ... do you ever wonder if it's too good to be true ?!

once i arrived over at his place i discovered that his pics were probably taken a few years ago, and from just the right angle, and maybe slightly enhanced !

he wasn't a bad looking guy ... just not the stunner that his pics suggested.

the sex was reasonably good (despite him being a smoker) ... but it took place on a bed in his sitting room, rather than in his bedroom.

he seemed to enjoy it.

he claimed he was single ... but he's now removed his profile from Scruff (which i think he had done previously as well) ... and the whole bedroom / sitting room thing suggested otherwise.

i won't be going back !

two parts of a couple

after a recent issue ... i was trying to avoid the steam room ... and ended up in the male sauna of one of my local gyms ...

there was plenty of eye contact going on ... and the beautiful guy in front of me was clearly interested ... but despite some physical contact ... he didn't get hard !

a while later another guy arrived in ... and there was some chat between them ... and later i saw them stretching each other ...

a while later the second half (assuming they were actually some kind of couple) started making eye contact with me ... and he definitely did get hard !

sadly no ejaculations took place.

Thrush

apparently it's not an STD ... but since i personally acquired it from a guy's dick ... at least i think that's how i got it ... i'm filing this post under STDs !

a few days after a particular encounter ... my dick went a bit red, and my ass got a bit itchy ...

i assumed the red dick was due to overuse ... and both symptoms seemed to go down after about five days ...

and then the trouble really happened.

i got a small blister on my dick !

i feared herpes or warts ... and in a state of shock, headed to my local clap clinic.

i had to write my symptoms on a piece of paper, and hand it to the beautiful receptionist (he smokes - which rules him out, not that he was probably ever in) !

he told me that i would need to see a doctor ... and to come back tomorrow ... which isn't a great response when you're freaking out.

the next day i described my horrendous blister to the doctor ... and showed it to her ... but she was somewhat underwhelmed !

she took a swab to see if it was herpes ... but she suspected it was in fact Thrush ... but i'm male ... wtf ?!

she gave me a single pill to take - which made me feel a bit rubbish ... but all in a good cause.

and a cream to put on a couple of times a day.

and a soap substitute to use on my groin - apparently soap can irritate it.

after about a week or so it went away ... finally.

Let Go - update !

a couple of weeks ago i had an ecounter in the steam room with a guy who seemed nervous ...

and i speculated why he didn't want me to touch him ...

closeted, partnered, not into me ... i wondered ...


i didn't come up with ... infected !

thanks mate !!

itchy ass

when you get an itchy ass ... do you think:


a) do i have some sort of STD ?

b) have i been rimmed by a guy with stubble ?

c) have i got hot and sweaty and not washed frequently enough ?

d) is it an allergic reaction to a different soap / washing powder ?

e) was yesterday's curry really that hot ?

f) ??

Let Go !

i was back in the steam room recently ... and there was just one guy there ... who i'd seen around the gym many times before ... but had never seen involved in any action ...

he had chosen to sit close to me ... so i assumed he was up for some fun ... and before long my hand was on his dick ... which felt slightly odd - the skin was harder than any dick i had felt before ...

he seemed to get nervous, and asked me to let go ... but he didn't leave ... so i stood up ... and let him play with my dick - as i touched his chest ...

but he got nervous again ... and soon afterwards he left.


which got me wondering ... why ?


Is he closeted ?
I guess it's possible - but he's quite camp, and is always looking around at guys in the locker room / steam room, so i don't think so.

Is he just not into me ?
Always possible !  But his dick was obviously hard, and stayed hard, so i don't think this was the problem.

Is he partnered ?
Impossible to know, i guess.

Was i just too forward - would a more subtle approach have worked ?
Quite possibly - i suspect that i'm too direct for some guys.  The trouble is that you never know how much time you will have in a steam room !


i will have to keep an eye out for him and see if i can work it out ... if he returns !

watch !

i was in the gym steam room the other day ... with just one guy ... who seemed quite nervous ...

he reminded me a bit of some famous actor ... maybe he's a younger brother !

whilst he was quite keen ... he kept looking at the door, afraid that we would be interrupted ...

eventually, as i was about to shoot ... i just said "watch" !

he did ... and he seemed reasonably happy.

to PEP or not to PEP

that was the question that I asked the "health advisor".


i had really enjoyed a Post Pride Pickup ... but in my more sober state the next day, i realised that my uncovered dick had slipped inside him briefly as he writhed around on top of me

on the monday morning i went along to my local clap clinic to get a dose of PEP - i knew that sooner was better, and with it being less than half the maximum 72 hours, i was confident that it would be treatable

the clinic was very good as soon as i mentioned PEP (they pronounce it as a word, rather than use the letters) ... i think they put me to the front of the queue, as i only had to wait a few minutes to be seen

when i explained to the health advisor what had happened, and that i had contacted the guy afterwards, who told me that he was HIV positive, but undetectable ... she was incredibly relaxed

apparently, even if he was detectable, my risk of contracting HIV would still have been incredibly small.  the lack of ejaculation, combined with the fact that i was the top meant that the chance of me getting HIV was unbelievably tiny

she told me that they just wouldn't prescribe PEP in such a situation - that i would have to get a private prescription if i wanted to go against their advice.  she also explained how it's a pretty rough treatment (although obviously not as rough as HIV) - and they would have to monitor my kidney and liver function over the four week treatment period.

the health advisor suggested returning in a couple of weeks to get tested for other STDs, but that i would have to wait about four weeks to get a reliable HIV test ... although of course that one should be clear !

post Pride pickup

i'd been in town for a few drinks with a straight mate ... it had been a fun few hours ... and i headed home on the Underground ...

as i waited on the platform for my train ... a cute guy caught my attention ...

a few minutes later when my tube arrived, i managed to get a seat ... and shortly afterwards the cute guy took the spare seat beside me !

i was wearing shorts ... he was wearing trousers ... and there was definitely lots of contact / rubbing ... from both sides ...

and then he touched my torso - with a hidden hand !

as the train pulled into my stop ... he got up to leave - and looked at me directly ...

the first thing he said to me on the platform was "where do you normally get off"

we lived in opposite directions from the station ... but he seemed happy to come back to my place ...

he had a beautifully smooth body to go with his cute face.  and he clearly knew how to use it.  he seemed to want me to penetrate him, but i wasn't really feeling energetic enough !

i was quite surprised how turned on i was after as many pints as i had consumed !

we both came - and he was asleep after barely a minute !!

he stayed the night - and whilst i don't sleep well the first night with a bloke - this was particularly bad, as he snored a lot !

the next morning we had some more fun ... and had breakfast ... and had a good chat.

he seemed like a nice guy.

yummy

it had been a week since my previous hotel fun ... a few steam room encounters had been interrupted ... and i was keen to empty my tanks ...

i was in a posh part of town around lunchtime ... and it seemed like there were loads of guys at home looking for fun !

i agreed to visit a guy whose profile looked good.  in the flesh he wasn't quite as good as his profile - but not too far off !  he had a great little house - narrow and quirky.

i've experienced it before - but having fun with a guy in a room covered in photos of him and his partner is somewhat off putting for me !

this time i managed to manoeuvre him into a corner where i couldn't see any couple photos - although i suspect that was his wedding band on the counter beside me - so at least i could shoot without being stared at by the "other half" !

afterwards we chatted a little as i got dressed ... and he expressed pleasure at volume i delivered / taste.