i was in the steam room ... opposite me was a guy who i'd messed around with before ... and beside me was a guy who i'd come close to messing around with, but never quite (and who is definitely up for fun) ...
a guy walked in who was very cute ... and sat fairly close ... making eye contact ... but with the guy opposite me being a bit shy ... the new cute guy lay down ...
after the guy opposite me left ... the new cute guy sat up ... and we started getting it on ...
i kissed him ... but he tasted a bit garlicy - not great !
he had a beautiful dick ... and goregous body ... and i warned him that i was getting close ... and he pushed me around - to avoid me cumming on him ...
maybe i've got too used ot shooting on guys ... but this sort of put me off ... and together with the fact that it was seriously hot in there ... i gave up and went and had my shower
in the changing room afterwards, it turned out that the cute guy had a locker beside me ... so i asked him if he had shot a load ... after pause, he confirmed he had !
10 October 2017
08 October 2017
120 BPM Beats Per Minute film
over the last couple of days i've written about two gay films that i've seen at the mainstream london film festival ...
yesterday i went to see a french movie called 120 BPM with my friend GB
as usual the text below contains SPOILERS - look away now if you want to see it blind !
i go and see most gay films that i find on the subject of HIV/AIDS - I find both the biological evolution of the virus fascinating (although this film didn't focus on that) and the impact it had on the acceptance of gay people. writers have suggested that the HIV epidemic forced / allowed gay people to become visible, and the horrendous death toll humanised gay people in the view of general western populations.
i grew up with the tombstone adverts - and the fear that it invoked probably helped keep me alive (and stopped me having sex / accepting my sexuality). there's a line in the film about France having double the infection rate than UK or Germany - those tombstone adverts really did work !
I don't know anybody who has died of AIDS - not sure if that's a consequence of my late coming out, or my lack of involvement in gay activism.
As is almost inevitable with a film about HIV - there are a couple of deaths ... but the emotions around the death scenes are universal - the scenes reminded me of a vaguely recent death in my family ... and of course i cried !
There's a line in the film, after a sex scene, where the main character asks "was i your first poz guy" ... and it forced me to consider my general reluctance to meet / have sex with guys who are positive. A recent encounter with a poz guy ended up with me considering taking PEP - but maybe i should be more open to it. the main character in the film even uses condoms for oral sex ... i'm not sure i could do that !
some of the sex was very good - and as usual i got hard. in the first sex scene i was thinking that you hardly ever see lubricant being used in film sex ... and a few seconds later the lube appeared on screen !
the director was on stage afterwards - and talked really openly about the film. some directors try and keep their intentions to themselves (so the audience projects their own ideas onto the film) - but this director was refreshingly forthright. sadly though he wasn't asked about the slightly strange closing scene - if anybody can explain it, please let me know !
at 140 minutes, i feared the film would be flabby - but it really wasn't. i don't believe a single scene could or should have been cut.
it really is a great movie - if you get a chance - definitely go and see it.
yesterday i went to see a french movie called 120 BPM with my friend GB
as usual the text below contains SPOILERS - look away now if you want to see it blind !
i go and see most gay films that i find on the subject of HIV/AIDS - I find both the biological evolution of the virus fascinating (although this film didn't focus on that) and the impact it had on the acceptance of gay people. writers have suggested that the HIV epidemic forced / allowed gay people to become visible, and the horrendous death toll humanised gay people in the view of general western populations.
i grew up with the tombstone adverts - and the fear that it invoked probably helped keep me alive (and stopped me having sex / accepting my sexuality). there's a line in the film about France having double the infection rate than UK or Germany - those tombstone adverts really did work !
I don't know anybody who has died of AIDS - not sure if that's a consequence of my late coming out, or my lack of involvement in gay activism.
As is almost inevitable with a film about HIV - there are a couple of deaths ... but the emotions around the death scenes are universal - the scenes reminded me of a vaguely recent death in my family ... and of course i cried !
There's a line in the film, after a sex scene, where the main character asks "was i your first poz guy" ... and it forced me to consider my general reluctance to meet / have sex with guys who are positive. A recent encounter with a poz guy ended up with me considering taking PEP - but maybe i should be more open to it. the main character in the film even uses condoms for oral sex ... i'm not sure i could do that !
some of the sex was very good - and as usual i got hard. in the first sex scene i was thinking that you hardly ever see lubricant being used in film sex ... and a few seconds later the lube appeared on screen !
the director was on stage afterwards - and talked really openly about the film. some directors try and keep their intentions to themselves (so the audience projects their own ideas onto the film) - but this director was refreshingly forthright. sadly though he wasn't asked about the slightly strange closing scene - if anybody can explain it, please let me know !
at 140 minutes, i feared the film would be flabby - but it really wasn't. i don't believe a single scene could or should have been cut.
it really is a great movie - if you get a chance - definitely go and see it.
07 October 2017
A Moment in the Reeds film
As i mentioned the other day ... the hetero London film festival is currenlty on ... but it's showing a few gay films !
Yesterday evening I went to see the world premiere of the Finnish film A Moment in the Reeds ... whose director is based in London ... which presumably explains why it isn't premiering in Finland !
The text below containts some SPOILERS ... so look away now if you want to watch it without knowing too much about it.
When the director came on stage to introduce it, he said that he felt Finland needed a queer movie ... which sounds a bit arrogant ... and a bit worthy.
And the film felt a bit worthy at times.
The first 60 or 70 minutes was quite good ... despite the partly improvised dialogue - although I accept that some viewers are probably more accepting of the slightly awkward / natural feel that improvisation brings.
After 70 minutes the film seemed to lose its way and featured lots of arty scenes where nothing much happened.
The two main actors were ok, but I didn't overly rate them - they may become good actors in future, but I don't think they are at this stage in their development.
One of the audience (which seemed mostly overweight, older, over perfumed men) in the Q&A afterwards talked about the great sex scenes ... but I think he was being overly generous. Whilst I admist that I got a boner at least once, possibly twice - one of the sex scenes just didn't work.
The director was also asked about each of the lead actors topping (in slightly more delicate language) ... and he confirmed that he and the actors had decided that it was important. The trouble was that one of the actors just wasn't a convincing top !
The film is showing in London a couple more times - there's currently a few seats left for each performance ... if you like slightly improvised, arty, cliched fare !
Yesterday evening I went to see the world premiere of the Finnish film A Moment in the Reeds ... whose director is based in London ... which presumably explains why it isn't premiering in Finland !
The text below containts some SPOILERS ... so look away now if you want to watch it without knowing too much about it.
When the director came on stage to introduce it, he said that he felt Finland needed a queer movie ... which sounds a bit arrogant ... and a bit worthy.
And the film felt a bit worthy at times.
The first 60 or 70 minutes was quite good ... despite the partly improvised dialogue - although I accept that some viewers are probably more accepting of the slightly awkward / natural feel that improvisation brings.
After 70 minutes the film seemed to lose its way and featured lots of arty scenes where nothing much happened.
The two main actors were ok, but I didn't overly rate them - they may become good actors in future, but I don't think they are at this stage in their development.
One of the audience (which seemed mostly overweight, older, over perfumed men) in the Q&A afterwards talked about the great sex scenes ... but I think he was being overly generous. Whilst I admist that I got a boner at least once, possibly twice - one of the sex scenes just didn't work.
The director was also asked about each of the lead actors topping (in slightly more delicate language) ... and he confirmed that he and the actors had decided that it was important. The trouble was that one of the actors just wasn't a convincing top !
The film is showing in London a couple more times - there's currently a few seats left for each performance ... if you like slightly improvised, arty, cliched fare !
06 October 2017
The Cakemaker film
The "straight" london film festival is on at the moment ... and luckily they have quite a few gay films!
Last night I went to see The Cakemaker - an Israeli/German film.
Like any review - the text below contains some SPOILERS - but not much more than in the trailer ... look away now if you don't want to know !
The film centres around a married Israeli guy, and his German boyfriend.
One of the strange/different things about the portrayal is that the german guy asks his boyfriend not just when he and his wife last had sex ... but what they actually did !
I must admit that i do ask guys when they last ejaculated ... and what they were doing at the time ... and sometimes they tell me about another guy ...
So maybe it's not that different.
And maybe my lack of interest in hearing about a bloke and a woman is more about the fact that i'm too gay to want to hear about hetero sex!
Maybe the two men in the film talking about straight sex whilst they have gay sex is a sort of threesome in itself ...
The director was at the screening yesterday - and talked about trying to avoid labels / definitions - whether that be sexuality or religion or nationality.
Go see it and let me know what you think !
Last night I went to see The Cakemaker - an Israeli/German film.
Like any review - the text below contains some SPOILERS - but not much more than in the trailer ... look away now if you don't want to know !
The film centres around a married Israeli guy, and his German boyfriend.
One of the strange/different things about the portrayal is that the german guy asks his boyfriend not just when he and his wife last had sex ... but what they actually did !
I must admit that i do ask guys when they last ejaculated ... and what they were doing at the time ... and sometimes they tell me about another guy ...
So maybe it's not that different.
And maybe my lack of interest in hearing about a bloke and a woman is more about the fact that i'm too gay to want to hear about hetero sex!
Maybe the two men in the film talking about straight sex whilst they have gay sex is a sort of threesome in itself ...
The director was at the screening yesterday - and talked about trying to avoid labels / definitions - whether that be sexuality or religion or nationality.
Go see it and let me know what you think !
05 October 2017
hypocrite
i've written a couple of times before about how i'm not a fan of multiple guys in a single shower cubicle ...
i've also written a couple of times before about my hypocrisy - not that i actually remember either encounter particularly !
the other day i was in the steam ... eventually it was just me and two beautiful guys - both of whom i think i've messed around with before - but sadly one had his eyes closed and didn't seem to be up for it ...
it was quiet in the gym, the showers weren't busy ... and i found myself in the end cubicle with one of the beautiful guys from the steam in the opposite cubicle ...
his gorgeous dick was hard ... and he was clearly up for it ... and he put his towel over the gap in the glass ... and next thing i found myself exiting my cubicle and entering his ...
before long i was whispering to him that i was about to cum ... and he dropped to his knees to take my load ... which ended up bouncing off his face it was so strong !
i couldn't wait to sort him out (not sure if he actually wanted to) ... i had to get out of there ...
in the two seconds it took to cross back to my cubicle ... a nice gay guy i've chatted to before spotted me !
i musn't do that again.
i've also written a couple of times before about my hypocrisy - not that i actually remember either encounter particularly !
the other day i was in the steam ... eventually it was just me and two beautiful guys - both of whom i think i've messed around with before - but sadly one had his eyes closed and didn't seem to be up for it ...
it was quiet in the gym, the showers weren't busy ... and i found myself in the end cubicle with one of the beautiful guys from the steam in the opposite cubicle ...
his gorgeous dick was hard ... and he was clearly up for it ... and he put his towel over the gap in the glass ... and next thing i found myself exiting my cubicle and entering his ...
before long i was whispering to him that i was about to cum ... and he dropped to his knees to take my load ... which ended up bouncing off his face it was so strong !
i couldn't wait to sort him out (not sure if he actually wanted to) ... i had to get out of there ...
in the two seconds it took to cross back to my cubicle ... a nice gay guy i've chatted to before spotted me !
i musn't do that again.
03 October 2017
i need to fuck you
i had seen him in the sauna, and he looked like he was up for some fun ... but the other guy (who i suspect was also gay) seemed shy ... and nothing happened.
later he was in the steam ... but there was a straight guy in there ... who eventually left ...
then he started playing with himself ... and i walked over to him ...
his dick was one of the smallest i've ever touched ... almost disturbingly small
next thing he was behind me and sort of dry humping me ... odd
i was getting close ... but he said to wait, because he needed to fuck me ... wtf ?!
i don't do unsafe - no way that was ever going to happen.
i didn't quite stop manipulating myself in time ... so a little cum dribbled out ... strange sensation.
later he was in the steam ... but there was a straight guy in there ... who eventually left ...
then he started playing with himself ... and i walked over to him ...
his dick was one of the smallest i've ever touched ... almost disturbingly small
next thing he was behind me and sort of dry humping me ... odd
i was getting close ... but he said to wait, because he needed to fuck me ... wtf ?!
i don't do unsafe - no way that was ever going to happen.
i didn't quite stop manipulating myself in time ... so a little cum dribbled out ... strange sensation.
01 October 2017
comical miscommunication
i was in the gym ... checking the apps ... and started chatting with a guy who seemed keen to meet ...
the trouble was that i didn't have a lot of time ... so i had to try and get him to arrive at my flat around the same time that i got back from the gym ...
it was further complicated by the fact that he had recently arrived in London, and didn't have a mobile phone - so once he left his flat he would be out of communication range !
just as i arrived at the front door of my flat ... he was turning around to leave ... and he looked quite different to his profile pics, so for a second i wasn't sure if it was actually him ... but it was !
he seemed like a nice guy ... a bit camper that i usually go for ... and a bit heavier than his profile pics.
we got down to fun fairly quickly ... it was fine ... but sort of forgettable
usually some aspect of an encounter sticks in my mind for a while ... but there really wasn't anything particularly interesting about this one ...
apart from the bizarre moment when i looked down at him sucking me, and thought the way his hair started from a circle - almost looked like an asshole !
afterwards he jumped in the shower (i had fairly drenched him with my load) ... and we had a hilarious crossed wires conversation ... he would say one thing (about leaving his phone in the airport) ... i would ask a follow it up question (asking which route he took) ... and he would answer a completely different question (about where he was staying in london) ... his english wasn't quite good enough !
nice guy. not sure i will see him again.
the trouble was that i didn't have a lot of time ... so i had to try and get him to arrive at my flat around the same time that i got back from the gym ...
it was further complicated by the fact that he had recently arrived in London, and didn't have a mobile phone - so once he left his flat he would be out of communication range !
just as i arrived at the front door of my flat ... he was turning around to leave ... and he looked quite different to his profile pics, so for a second i wasn't sure if it was actually him ... but it was !
he seemed like a nice guy ... a bit camper that i usually go for ... and a bit heavier than his profile pics.
we got down to fun fairly quickly ... it was fine ... but sort of forgettable
usually some aspect of an encounter sticks in my mind for a while ... but there really wasn't anything particularly interesting about this one ...
apart from the bizarre moment when i looked down at him sucking me, and thought the way his hair started from a circle - almost looked like an asshole !
afterwards he jumped in the shower (i had fairly drenched him with my load) ... and we had a hilarious crossed wires conversation ... he would say one thing (about leaving his phone in the airport) ... i would ask a follow it up question (asking which route he took) ... and he would answer a completely different question (about where he was staying in london) ... his english wasn't quite good enough !
nice guy. not sure i will see him again.
29 September 2017
i wasn't expecting that
i was sitting alone in the steam room ... my towel was open, with my hand covering my junk ...
a guy walked in wearing shorts ... but sat a bit too close for somebody who was straight ... but not close enough for somebody who was up for it ...
he started looking at my crotch ... which got me excited ...
after a few minutes he took off his shorts ...
before long i was standing in front of him ... and discovered that he had a Prince Albert !
can't remember the last time i saw one of those !!
i kissed him ... but he didn't taste so good.
he was nervous, kept looking at the door, and thought it was "incredibly risky". I tried to assure him it wasn't.
great body. rock hard dick. it was so hot in the steam that i needed a break.
when i returned he was gone, and didn't return.
sadly no explosion
a guy walked in wearing shorts ... but sat a bit too close for somebody who was straight ... but not close enough for somebody who was up for it ...
he started looking at my crotch ... which got me excited ...
after a few minutes he took off his shorts ...
before long i was standing in front of him ... and discovered that he had a Prince Albert !
can't remember the last time i saw one of those !!
i kissed him ... but he didn't taste so good.
he was nervous, kept looking at the door, and thought it was "incredibly risky". I tried to assure him it wasn't.
great body. rock hard dick. it was so hot in the steam that i needed a break.
when i returned he was gone, and didn't return.
sadly no explosion
27 September 2017
effing awesome
what is it about americans that they can't say "fucking" ... even after they've just cum ?!
we had chatted previously - and he told me that without a dick pic (which i don't have / send) he wasn't interested in meeting ... since he was primarily looking to suck ...
but a couple of days later his horniness must have got the better of him ... and he was keen to meet ...
i went over to his place. my inherent curiosity / nosiness means that i normally enjoy travelling for encounters ... but this guy's flat was a bit of a pigsty !
he wasn't quite as attractive as his photos ... seriously overweight ... but he seemed keen ... and i needed a BJ !
he shot first - although sadly i didn't really see it
he seemed to really enjoy the encounter
it wasn't bad ... but i don't think i will go back for more.
we had chatted previously - and he told me that without a dick pic (which i don't have / send) he wasn't interested in meeting ... since he was primarily looking to suck ...
but a couple of days later his horniness must have got the better of him ... and he was keen to meet ...
i went over to his place. my inherent curiosity / nosiness means that i normally enjoy travelling for encounters ... but this guy's flat was a bit of a pigsty !
he wasn't quite as attractive as his photos ... seriously overweight ... but he seemed keen ... and i needed a BJ !
he shot first - although sadly i didn't really see it
he seemed to really enjoy the encounter
it wasn't bad ... but i don't think i will go back for more.
22 September 2017
did i really ?
do you ever get the horrible "oh shit" thought when you see a guy outside the steam room ... and realise that they weren't quite what you thought ?
the other day it was just me and one other bloke ... who was lying down so i couldn't see him so well ...
one thing led to another ... and before long we both had our dicks out ... and i was walking over to him ... and he was reaching for my dick ...
when another bloke walked in - and we hurriedly covered up.
a few minutes later i was drying off after a shower ... when the "near miss" bloke entered the shower cubicle opposite me ...
oh shit !
at least it was a near miss !!
and i'm sure that others have thought the same thing about me - i'm not that arrogant !
the other day it was just me and one other bloke ... who was lying down so i couldn't see him so well ...
one thing led to another ... and before long we both had our dicks out ... and i was walking over to him ... and he was reaching for my dick ...
when another bloke walked in - and we hurriedly covered up.
a few minutes later i was drying off after a shower ... when the "near miss" bloke entered the shower cubicle opposite me ...
oh shit !
at least it was a near miss !!
and i'm sure that others have thought the same thing about me - i'm not that arrogant !
19 September 2017
i have to get out
this guy had posted on Squirt in one of the gyms that i frequent ... and i messaged him ... and eventually we agreed to meet in one of the gym steam rooms ...
i was late arriving ... so he had been there a while ... and then we kept being interrupted - partly by a stunningly beautiful guy, with an amazing dick !
by the time we finally got down to it ... we were both probably over heating ...
he shot first ... and i was close ... but he wanted to leave straight away ... but i was in front of him and about to cum ... which i did ... and then he left ...
i feel slightly guilty about blocking him getting out ... but i saw him later, and he was fine !
an older guy was there watching, but didn't contribute.
i was late arriving ... so he had been there a while ... and then we kept being interrupted - partly by a stunningly beautiful guy, with an amazing dick !
by the time we finally got down to it ... we were both probably over heating ...
he shot first ... and i was close ... but he wanted to leave straight away ... but i was in front of him and about to cum ... which i did ... and then he left ...
i feel slightly guilty about blocking him getting out ... but i saw him later, and he was fine !
an older guy was there watching, but didn't contribute.
16 September 2017
two encounters, no climax
sometimes a plan just doesn't come together ... and i don't love it !
yesterday afternoon i was passing a shopping mall that has a basement toilet that is somewhat renowned ... and i really did need a piss ... so i dropped in ... one guy at the urinals ran away ... but the other stuck around ... and looked like he was close ... but a minute later other people came in ... so i empty my bladder and left ...
in the evening i was in the steam room at my gym ... and there was a lovely looking guy ... who eventually started playing with himself ... so i got to play with him too ... and he seemed close ... but we got interrupted ...
close but no cigar ... twice in one day !!
yesterday afternoon i was passing a shopping mall that has a basement toilet that is somewhat renowned ... and i really did need a piss ... so i dropped in ... one guy at the urinals ran away ... but the other stuck around ... and looked like he was close ... but a minute later other people came in ... so i empty my bladder and left ...
in the evening i was in the steam room at my gym ... and there was a lovely looking guy ... who eventually started playing with himself ... so i got to play with him too ... and he seemed close ... but we got interrupted ...
close but no cigar ... twice in one day !!
14 September 2017
you can take it with you
i've visited a fair few guys in hotels over the years ... but i don't think i've ever visited a guy who worked in a hotel...
he was doing the night shift ... and he said he there was an empty hotel room we could use ... and it was nearby ... so it seemed worth a punt ...
he turned out to be heavier, and less attractive than his photos ... and i nearly walked away ... but i was horny, and thought it would be worth a shot ...
he was seriously good at sucking ... including the proper deep throating, almost choking technique !
but he really was a bit overweight ... and he had that sweaty feel that overweight guys get. i like guys to get sweaty when they get going ... but sweaty from the outset isn't so attractive ...
he started shooting first, and i scooped up some of his cum to use it as lube on my own dick - first time i've done that in a while ... cum really is an amazing lube !
i didn't shoot as big a load as sometimes - guess i just wasn't quite as turned on.
he was doing the night shift ... and he said he there was an empty hotel room we could use ... and it was nearby ... so it seemed worth a punt ...
he turned out to be heavier, and less attractive than his photos ... and i nearly walked away ... but i was horny, and thought it would be worth a shot ...
he was seriously good at sucking ... including the proper deep throating, almost choking technique !
but he really was a bit overweight ... and he had that sweaty feel that overweight guys get. i like guys to get sweaty when they get going ... but sweaty from the outset isn't so attractive ...
he started shooting first, and i scooped up some of his cum to use it as lube on my own dick - first time i've done that in a while ... cum really is an amazing lube !
i didn't shoot as big a load as sometimes - guess i just wasn't quite as turned on.
12 September 2017
projectile cumshot
i can't remember the last time i met a guy without seeing facepics first. when i was still very shy / somewhat closeted ... but it often turned into a waste of time ... so i broke that habit years ago ...
so when a guy the other day wanted to meet ... after only sending a photo of himself in large sunglasses, i wasn't having any of it !
he did eventually send a facepic, and it was fine, so he came over ...
he had an unusual habit of only wanting to kiss for a few seconds ... but then wanting to kiss again ... it was slightly confusing / unsettling ... but i eventually got used to it ...
he seemed quite horny, and keen to get on with it ...
and before long, he was lying on my bed and cumming, and i was above him ... and cumming ... but i was so turned on that despite our dicks being together, my cumshot actually hit him in the face ... twice !
hopefully he took it as a compliment that he made me that horny !!
so when a guy the other day wanted to meet ... after only sending a photo of himself in large sunglasses, i wasn't having any of it !
he did eventually send a facepic, and it was fine, so he came over ...
he had an unusual habit of only wanting to kiss for a few seconds ... but then wanting to kiss again ... it was slightly confusing / unsettling ... but i eventually got used to it ...
he seemed quite horny, and keen to get on with it ...
and before long, he was lying on my bed and cumming, and i was above him ... and cumming ... but i was so turned on that despite our dicks being together, my cumshot actually hit him in the face ... twice !
hopefully he took it as a compliment that he made me that horny !!
10 September 2017
standing over you with his lad in his hand
it had been well over a week since my last encounter - i'd been away on holiday with family ...
so i really needed to empty the tanks !
a guy contacted me who was staying in a hotel nearby ... i nearly said no - he was a bit too overweight for my tastes ... but i was horny, and thought maybe a quick cum and go would work ...
he turned out to be a bit heavier than his pics ... but i was horny, so i didn't walk away !
after a while i could see that he was getting close (lying on the bed) ... and i often enjoy ejaculating more when i'm standing up ... so i stood up ... and just after he started cumming ... i started pulsing ... the trouble was that it didn't stay on the bed (or him) - some fired out onto the carpet (not that we could find it later) ...
the combination of his own (reasonable) cumshot ... and my rather larger one ... meant that he had to take a shower !
so i really needed to empty the tanks !
a guy contacted me who was staying in a hotel nearby ... i nearly said no - he was a bit too overweight for my tastes ... but i was horny, and thought maybe a quick cum and go would work ...
he turned out to be a bit heavier than his pics ... but i was horny, so i didn't walk away !
after a while i could see that he was getting close (lying on the bed) ... and i often enjoy ejaculating more when i'm standing up ... so i stood up ... and just after he started cumming ... i started pulsing ... the trouble was that it didn't stay on the bed (or him) - some fired out onto the carpet (not that we could find it later) ...
the combination of his own (reasonable) cumshot ... and my rather larger one ... meant that he had to take a shower !
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